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I have a secret. A dark secret that I never wanted to tell. I am suicidal.

I don’t remember the first time I considered taking my life, but it was many years ago. Since then, the thought has come and gone a few hundred times. It usually happens during periods when I have suffered from depression. Sometimes, it is little more than a passing thought and other times I find myself sitting alone in a room with a loaded Glock in my hand debating whether or not I am willing to let my family walk in to find the bloody mess that used to be my head.

So, why tell this secret to a internet full of total strangers? Because I hope that it helps. Because I know that it will.

You see, twice this month, I have gone to the edge of my comfort zone and exposed this part of my soul to friends who were in crisis. In each case, it was a fellow Soldier whom I considered a dear friend and colleague. One was a subordinate and the other was someone who outranks me. In each case, they disclosed feeling suicidal and depressed. In each case, I threw caution, pride, and privacy to the side and told them about my own suicidal ideations.

Normally, I would just do the senior NCO thing and tell them all the reasons why I thought their thinking was wrong and that they should seek professional help before doing something rash. But, in these two situations, I did something different. I shared my dark secret.

I opened myself up and told my friends about my moments of weakness. About the times that I sat on the couch with a gun in my hand or stood on the ledge of a tall building thinking about the fatal fall that was a mere step away. How I found the strength or the fear or the indecision to step back from the brink and live another day. How I considered the feelings of my family or my friends and let the moment pass – a stay of execution long enough to find the strength and determination to move forward one more hour. One more day. One more week. Whatever the fuck it took to get through that moment of weakness and find the strength to survive.

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To the point of no return
at the end of the zone of fear
towards the moment of truth
at the crossroads
there is no choice to be made
you are the choosing
for the seed of courage was already planted
in you
in other dimensions
many eons gone
and I promise you
warriors beyond your imagination 
will stand by your side 
even if your voice trembles
even if you shudder and your skin crawls
even if you doubt all you are
now is the time to be the one and only you
and just know
you are 
never alone
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Batman Resists  💥 24/07/2017 10:56
Justice League here and we're just getting started #BlueWave #Unite #AllIn #TheResistance #HeroesResist #NeverAlone #NeverBackDown
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When you're a Jet, let 'em do what they can. You got brothers around, you're a family man! You're never alone, you're never disconnected! You're home with your own when company's expected, you're well protected! Then you are set with a capital J ...
Megan Hughes 24/07/2017 09:51
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Keep Working And Never Ever Give Up! Fri, 21 Jul 2017 15:39:00 GMT
always reminding ourselves that we are never alone. O God, we pledge to work and pray to save our children’s health care and food and other supports and their lives. Help us. O God, we pledge to pray and work to protect our children’s dreams.
TheColourOfLove 23/07/2017 10:50
Such a privilege to meet @RosieBatty1 and other committed ppl working to end #VAW. Ever grateful for your support. #NeverAlone #ColourofLove
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We start right out with Venus opposite Saturn. Venus in Gemini. We’re never alone in this! We all keep our own score, and we compete for our personal best. Even if someone else is trying to make it interpersonal, you don’t have to compete with them.
Lapsed Gamer Radio 23/07/2017 09:47
We are recording a show on Never Alone by @ELineMedia . Send us your thoughts #neveralone
The first is by ignoring both Yennefer and Triss in the secondary quests, Never Alone and Last Wish. The second is that if you tell them both that you love them and want to be with them. Basically, you have to choose one or the other. If you choose both ...
Jon Buerger 22/07/2017 11:03
God is greater than whatever you might be going through. #neveralone
I'm (obviously) a writer. Before I was a writer, I was a reader. And before I was a reader, I was a kid who sat down to watch a show called Reading Rainbow on a grainy old CRT television. "Take a look, it's in a book, a reading rainbow." Two decades after ...
Ray Marx & RKD 22/07/2017 09:48
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Never Alone 21/07/2017 06:28
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chris place 21/07/2017 06:18
This is a lad I used to work with who channelled it and wrote a book about it @TimGrayburn anyone suffering take a look #NeverAlone
Kat 21/07/2017 05:36
Nu Puppis 20/07/2017 10:35
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G L Y N N E 20/07/2017 10:34
Adam, you said it better than I could have. #neveralone @adamwylde https:// twitter.com/kiss925/status /888153421781630976   …
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Megan Scanio 20/07/2017 07:20
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Charles Winkler 20/07/2017 07:10
Find a friend in the darkness "Crawling in my skin these Wounds they will not Heal, Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real"#NeverAlone
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Never Alone 20/07/2017 06:14
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A Broken Heart's GPS 18/07/2017 03:53
The #promises of God are eternal and unchanging. #God #Scripture #TuesdayThoughts #NeverAlone #NotForgotten
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Rosey 15/07/2017 07:35
#PNDHour connects and supports those affected by maternal mental illness through a weekly chat every Wednesday 8-9pm. #neveralone
Zane Cosgrove 15/07/2017 07:32
DJ Joonz performing LIVE on set at the You're Not Alone Suicide Awareness Concert #Cairns #LiveMusic #SuicideAwareness #NeverAlone
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